Interesting.. [18 Dec 2009|08:41am] kneige So I'm such a troll on fb. I don't update much cuz it's just basically a means for people I don't know too well to stay in touch with me. But I loooove reading updates and looking at people's pictures, lol. Just came across a few of my AMKSS classmates and it's so interesting to see who some of these people stay in contact with. Made me a little nostalgic at some memories and cringe at some others. Any old how, it's nice to get a glimpse into a little part of their lives now. I don't think I want to meet any of them when I go back to SG though. No reason to. Never really been friends with them. I wouldn't mind meeting some of my other friends again but I wouldn't have too much time there and don't want to spend just meeting up with people. I wanna show Dan every little place I have been to in SG. I just want to meet up with my besties, who are you guys, yeah =) Lizhen, OMY and Xuan. No one else. Maybe Shameem. Loved that girl too. Found her on friendster but lost her again when I deleted my account there. -kneige- post comment

Sad [17 Dec 2009|06:49pm] kneige Just reconnected with a friend. I was looking at her pictures and got sad. She looks anorexic in all of her pics. I knew her from Sec 1 and 2, grew apart in Sec 3 when we went to different classes. We were best friends once. I get sad when I see people lose so much weight. Since I left SG, I saw people I knew become so much skinnier like within months. Maybe I think they are too skinny cuz I'm used to looking at bigger people here. I don't know. Maybe it's just the traditions and values I grew up with. In my birth culture, fat = health/wealth because people normally can't afford to even buy cooking oil. How funny is that, huh? It's just the opposite here. I know in my head that being fat isn't good. But being too skinny to the point of being anorexic isn't either. Anorexic means being just skin and bones and having a head that looks too big for the body. Don't get me wrong. Being slim looks great. I want to be slim myself. I just don't want to be anorexic and I don't want to see any other person being one either. Anorexia = miserable in any culture. S/he probably has some self-esteem problems. I'm probably being too judgemental. Who am I to judge anyone anyways, right? -kneige- post comment

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